I can’t remember the last time I left my house. Maybe last week when we got groceries? I feel like I’m losing my mind. I’ve watched every show, every movie, devoured all of my books and graphic novels. I can’t seem to find my inspiration to paint or draw. I just lay here. Every day. Alone.
Agoraphobia is making me crazy. I want to get out and do everything and see the world, but this awful issue just keeps its hold on me. I can’t leave alone. I’ve tried. I’m petrified. I never make it very far. I’m at a loss. Unsure of what to do or where to go from here. Someone help me free myself from this prison that is my mind.
I’m alone for 14 hours a day. Then Curtis comes home, we have dinner, watch a show or two, then head to bed. I wake up alone the next day and repeat. I don’t really have any friends to visit me. The ones I do have are hours away. I can’t take this feeling of isolation anymore.
Someone tell me what to do.